I have always wanted a relationship in which I don’t have to explain myself. For me, nothing is more tiring than to constantly explain myself. For me, as everyone, emotional tiredness drains me far more than physical tiredness. So, the search has always been for that one relationship in which I could enjoy the freedom of trust, where I don’t have to explain everything about me.
I have always needed a relationship in which I wont be held against myself. I know, I have my strengths, and also I have my shortcomings. The search has always been for that one relationship in which my lesser side would not have been provoked and instigated constantly. I have always wanted that one relationship in which my positives would have always been brought to surface.
I have always wanted a relationship in which my today would not be viewed with the mistakes I had made yesterday. Being human, I am also bound to err every now and then. I have always wanted someone who wont maintain a database of my mistakes. The search has been for that relationship where yesterday’s fight wont add noise to today’s communication…. Where yesterday would be over yesterday.
I have always needed a relationship in which it isn’t me who would have to take the initiative all the time. I have always needed a relationship where I can be transparent. I have always needed a relationship in which I wont have to alter my likes and dislikes to gain and retain the relationship. I have always wanted a relationship in which my self image is not scratched. I have always need a relationship in which I am not asked to be anyone else. I have needed a relationship in which I feel completely myself.. rather even more than when I am with my own self.
I have needed that one relationship in which I feel as though I am once again in my mother’s womb… a relationship in which my heart always feels… just born.
Oh my friends! If you already have one such relationship… please go down on your knees in gratitude, for there cannot be a greater gift from life. Such a relationship is life’s greatest gift.
If you don’t have one, please don’t despair. Don’t you know, once He said from the mountain top – “Do unto others what you want others do unto you”? Can you be that one to someone else? Gift yourself into someone’s life. Love someone so completely that you make yourself worthy of someone’s ‘greatest gift’.
People feel your love not by what you are with them, but by what they can be with you.
In the presence and fragrance of your love, let your beloved blossom.
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